i have a few boyfriends here in belize, it is a small country, my parents sent me out here since i was 14, i grew up all by myself, and i didn’t know english at all. i am a chinese by the way. i went out with my exs, and they said that they loved me, but later it ended up they cheated on me. it happened over and over, and now finally i got tired of it, and life goes on, so i moved on, and now i am in a new relationship, and this guy seen good, but sometimes he has some stock up ways, but he loves me, i knew it, when i told him that i need to move back to china, he was crying, and told me i should go, and that my parents need me more than him. i just afraid to get hurt again, is like i grew a thick jelly coat outside me. so that i wouldn’t get hurt again. it is also tiring for me that i need to wory every minute what he is doing ,what he will do or if he have a next gf or things like that, i had many stress when i have doubt on him and i need to get over it because i want to be happy…
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